I'm BAAAAAACK!

Hellooooooo Peeps! It's been ENTIRELY too long but I'm back after a serious hiatus. There isn't too much going on in my life. I'm keeping busy, staying prayerful & you KNOW I had to write a little something lol Anyway... this one speaks for itself :/ It's called: I Used To (The Blame Game)

I used to love the thought of you & me
I used to wish things could go back to how they used to be
I used to want to see your name on my caller ID
I used to think this could possibly be L -O-V-E
But all of the things I used to do
Weren't of any use to you
Even if I brought proof to you
Of all of the things you put me through
You'd still find a way to twist the truth
You'd try to make me feel guilty too
After you pick up, the Blame Game is next
That's after you forgot to respond to my text
After I brought up the topic & you moved on to the next
And you do this so often that I can't even digress
I can't even digest why you can't be direct
I need to analyze where your head is at
What are you thinking & where's your compassion
I know that you recollect exactly what happened
Were you in a clear state of mind when we disagreed
I just need some sort of an explanation please
I just can't understand why you're flipping the script
And I'm trying my hardest not to get a grip
But I can't grasp why you think your point is legit
And I'm unable to fathom why you don't want to solve this
The conflict we have; The minor obstacle we face
Instead you repeatedly try to replace
My evident discomfort with your reverse psychology
Knowing that when I upset you, it bothers me
Making me second guess myself constantly
Using my guilt to turn your flaws into fallacies
Making it appear as if I'm going crazy
But that's what you made me by avoiding the conflict
Your ingrained habits are some things I can't fix
Finetuning your attitude is one thing I won't mess with
And I surely didn't sign up to sharpen your etiquette
So rather than sit here, be angry & have a fit
I decided that I am officially over it
I know that I'm sane
You passing the blame
Is a game that adulthood won't permit me to play
I used to hope that one day you'd say the same
I used to care...
I'm just glad that things change