Friday, November 20, 2009

Opportunityyyyyyyy

SO... I haven't written in forever! I guess you can say that for this time I was just tryna find my way. I had been really really stressed about about not having a JOB.. like a lot of peole are so I was looking incessantly. For a long time it was to no avail and I just really felt like I wasn't praying enough. I was really trying to do it on my own which is never enough lol. So after speaking with a friend, I decided to go on a fast. Everyday from 9-5 I wouldn't eat, only consume beverages, in hopes of finding a job. When I tell you it was HARD at first... OMGoodness. But after a day or so I really felt myself calling on Him more often, being in the spirit, talking to Him & just getting closer. It was amazing. It really opened my eyes to how God makes Himself available to you anytime, anyplace. I was in the shower, singing a Gospel medley that I want the youth to sing at my friend's church. TEARS just started rolling down my face because it's just so AMAZING & AWESOME to me how rich and powerful God's love for us is. I have pretty much cried from every single song in that medley lol. But God is that good & they all speak to different situations where God comes through. He just really showed Himself to me this week & to fast & be faithful to Him was the least I could do. From my closeness to Him & dedication I believe I was truly blessed with the internship I recieved TODAY & it shows how efficiently God works. It's not a paid position however, it's in the field of my DREAMS & I couldn't be more thankful for the opportunities & blessings he's bestowed upon me. I have the utmost faith that God will work out all of my money situations & I honestly cannot wait to see what God has in store for me. I encourage everyone to watch this video & be blessed.

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