At it again

So I'm leaving for SC tomorrow and I should be packing right now. However, I decided to waste some more time and post a poem lol. I don't know how many of you have been in the situation where a dude just drove you over the edge. And they say WE have drama? With some guys, there always seems to be an issue. Get it together homie lol. Anyway, this poem is one that I wrote in a situation where there was a lot of confusion. As usual, the only way I knew to truly deal was to pray and use the venue that God gave me to express myself, which is writing. Thus, this poem was born =) I call this one "Half Crazy" (Ode to the GREAT Music Soulchild) Enjoy.

So you're going half crazy?
That's... interesting
Is she better than me?
What's the dispute?
What's the deliberation
Regarding the situation?
I just don't understand
You're going half crazy?
Well so am I
I can hardly put my full trust in a guy
Then I give some to you
&&this is what you do
One... two strikes
Although the feeling seems right
It's so, so wrong
&&now I'm repeatedly singing the song
I probably should but can't leave you alone
You're half crazy?
Well I'm damn near insane
I curse the headache and damn the pain
I just cant\'t deal
&&though the feelings seem real
I don't know what to do
Confused. Hoodwinked. Bamboozled
That's how I'm feeling
Your kiss seems like the only medication
But longing for your touch is a dangerous side effect
That affects my mind, body and heart
Why didn't you start
By telling me you'd potentially drive me half crazy
That you were half crazy
That your love for her may never leave
Put me under the asylum
Solitary confinement may be best
Lock up my arms in a straight jacket
So I get tired of being held
Learning to live without you
What should I do?
Because half crazy seem to suit me well
I don't want to dwell on the issue
But this plus me missing you
Has me playing both sides
I'm on the fence
I'm on the defense
Scared of being hurt
Insane
Deranged
Delirious
Confused
Perplexed
All of the above
Half crazy over you.